Showing posts with label opinion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label opinion. Show all posts

Friday, August 3, 2012

"Solat pun nak main aci ligan?"

"Ramai orang dekat surau pa? sampai bahagian perempuan melimpah keluar ni ha.
Dulu time macam ni dah tinggal tiga saf, ni penuh lagi. Ramai orang pindah sini ke?"

"Budak-budak dulu dah makin besar, kira sekarang sini dah jadi kampung"

Jawapan yang legit.

Dulu aku lah budak hingusan yang bising di belakang surau main tiang lepas isyak, lepas tu pergi kedai Cina dekat dengan padang Damak pergi beli mercun mancis dan berpesta di padang sampaikan uncle Cina duduk depan padang pun keluar marah-marah. Main thunder clap tepi surau sampaikan bila meletup terkedu imam tengah baca surah sebab terkejut. Tukang kemas dapur buat air teh nak dapat elaun moreh, tambah bajet nak beli mercun.

Sekarang aku lah budak hingusan yang senyap dan hanya senyum bila bersalam. Kaget juga rasa bila setahun sekali balik berjumpa orang kampung. Kawan-kawan yang main mercun sekali entah kemana. Dunia facebook tanpa sempadan pun tak dapat main peranan.

Dan aku lah budak hingusan yang sentiasa pelik bila berjemaah di Malaysia tanah tumpah darah janji ditepati ni. Susah sangat nak rapatkan saf bila bersolat. Jarak antara jemaah tu ada yang lebih 5 inci. Nak tegur satu saf sungguh aku hanya budak. Tapi bila kita mahu rapatkan dengan orang ditepi, makin kita rapat, makin diajak rapat, makin dia lari ke tepi, makin menjarakkan diri. Nak solat pun boleh main aci ligan?

Aku faham, mungkin rapat tu nanti bila bersujud atau duduk tahiyyat tidak selesa. Tapi hilanglah berkat dan kebaikan jemaah jika saf itu tak dirapatkan.

Ingat kisah tentera Islam semasa zaman Umar RA. Tentera Islam semasa itu buntu mencari kemenangan. Semua berperang di siang hari dan beribadah di malam hari, namun belum mencapai kemenangan. Bila diteliti, ada dua perkara ringan yang diabaikan, tidak bersugi/membersihkan mulut sebelum solat, dan tidak merapatkan saf.


Rapatkan saf solat kita. InsyaAllah dengan berkat dan izin-Nya, tak bergaduh dah kita di bumi janji ditepati ni. Bergaduh sana-sini macam tak ada agenda lain.

Monday, April 19, 2010

paranoia instincts

The time has come for a new beginning!(yes, I am trying to create a little bit of poppycock gimmick). As promised, right after the exam, new layout, new features, and new articles. It's kind of sad to actually delete my previous 243 posts that was written for the past two years this page had been here, but it was a 'cortisol-adrenaline-related-decision' when something bad happen during the exam week, and I actually reacted based on my 'privacy-paranoia' instincts. But I did save the previous posts in a mirror file though! 

Although there were a lot of interesting drama during the pre-exams and post-exams, I did actually took those  stressing moments in an enjoyable way. And thankfully, there was no precious marks being deducted along the way.

The thing about post-exam is, it takes time to bounce back-up to complicated physiology theory of nerve impulse to anatomy of the face. And it becomes harder when we actually made an eye contact with a patient during the practical session, and the patient died right after that in a few hours, right beside you. And to witness a family member going mad towards the hospital staff puts more weight on it. And by not finishing the practical which was my assignment of the week made it much worse.

My overall view of the scene, I wish there was more money allocated on hospitals and clinics in the third world countries in general. I witnessed it myself, a dying patient left at an isolated ward with no patient monitoring devices, no respiratory and cardiac support, and no pain management effort being done. It's like the patient was left there to die. Unless the disease was terminal, but at least, do something about the pain. This is merely an opinion of a second year medical student. And I do believe that something could have been done.

an example of what an ICU should look like, and i assure you, it's way far from this.
photo by:Donald S. Burke, MD's blog

"no is a good word" as what Dr. Dahlia said, I'll keep that in mind.

Lastly, officially, my photoblog is now up and running!
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