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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-59515652939987525992014-10-13T21:20:00.001+08:002014-10-13T21:21:52.667+08:00Antologi Cerpen Biohazard: Akan Datang!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Selepas berhempas-pulas berguling-guling dengan semua urusan manuskrip, penerbitan, isbn, pdp dan cetakan. Akhirnya projek ni dah hampir jadi kenyataan. Simptomatik Press adalah label yang ditubuhkan dengan impian untuk bantu penulis-penulis yang mahu terbit buku sendiri. Tapi hala-tuju ni mungkin aku akan fikir lepas aku grad nanti, sekarang ni fokus aku nak ambik exam dulu.<br />
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Buku ni insyaAllah akan siap cetak hujung oktober, dan harapnya akan masuk pasaran secepat mungkin. Untuk jualan online aku akan mula uruskan mulai Mac 2015 insyaAllah.<br />
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Maklumat lanjut tentang buku ni korang boleh tengok dekat - <a href="http://cerpenbiohazard.wordpress.com/">cerpenbiohazard.wordpress.com</a><br />
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-29104153310798106072014-06-08T05:01:00.001+08:002014-06-08T05:01:22.376+08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Hari ni agak melankoli. Kali terakhir ambil kes untuk PBL. 6 Tahun lalu kita merangkak ber-PBL, sampai hari ni kita merangkak ber-PBL. </div>
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Fuh, 6 tahun. Macam tu je kau pergi.</div>
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-71153771686103138062014-06-06T16:29:00.001+08:002014-06-06T16:29:52.359+08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Akhir-akhir ni, ada satu benda yang bermain dalam kepala aku.<br />
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Dalam aku rakus menulis, menaip, menekan keypad, menyentuh touchscreen dalam facebook, twitter, blog, cerpen, dan puisi. Aku tak fikir pun bila nanti aku dibangkitkan mengadap Tuhan dan Dia mula persoalkan setiap perkataan yang telah aku tulis.<br />
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Aku tak boleh nak bayangkan.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-3780207105781422192014-06-03T05:30:00.000+08:002014-06-03T05:30:06.854+08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Aku, kalau excited - persekitaran aku akan bergerak perlahan sebab aku akan bergerak lagi pantas daripada masa.<br />
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Aku akan rasa macam;<br />
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<i>Cepatlah,</i><br />
<i><br /></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i>Cepatlah,</i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><i><br /></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i></span></i>
Tapi, berapa kali cepatlah yang aku sebut pun, benda yang aku nak cepat tu aku rasa makin lambat.<br />
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Kesimpulannya, sabar.<br />
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Walaupun memang kau tak boleh sabar, buat-buat sabar.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-58166420394421307532014-06-02T04:04:00.000+08:002014-06-02T04:04:57.592+08:00Jadilah cervix<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Kesimpulan kelas hari ni,<br />
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ikut resmi cervix (serviks?); bila ada masalah, beritahu pada badan. Jangan ikut resam ovari; bila ada masalah, disimpan-simpan.</blockquote>
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Prof aku cakap hari ni, kalau ada wanita yang hidap kanser serviks pada usia muda, pastikan kita tanya aktiviti seksual si suaminya. Bak kata prof, he may not be 'sincere' with his wife and transmits HPV to her.<br />
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Kita cuba bayangkan ya, secara realistik. Kalau aku kena rawat wanita tu, jadi aku perlu tanya si suami berkenaan kurikulum di luar kelasnya. Nak tanya macam mana?<br />
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"Encik, encik ada tak, erm, erm, erm, erm"<br />
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"Erm apa doktor?"<br />
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"Errremmrambaba"<br />
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"Huh?"<br />
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Hambar, pusing, dah berlalu pergi.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-74889459961254746062014-06-01T02:59:00.000+08:002014-06-01T02:59:18.592+08:00pesan #1<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Kepada anak babah yang belum lahir;<br />
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Kamu tak lahir lagi sebab babah belum kahwin. Plus, 50% dari genetik kamu masih belum wajid lagi sekarang ni, sebab sperma babah cuma hidup beberapa minggu dalam satu masa. Tapi 50% genetik dari mama kamu dah wujud, cuma belum matang, ada dalam ovari mama kamu tunggu masa nak keluar.<br />
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Babah bukan nak ajar biologi, tapi babah nak pesan satu benda. Mari duduk dekat sikit.<br />
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Babah nak pesan, kalau boleh, eh silap. Nanti bila kamu dah besar, jangan selalu guna perkataan <i>kalau</i>. Sebab kalau ni selalunya digunakan oleh orang loser. Contoh;<br />
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<i>Kalau</i>lah aku study rajin-rajin dulu, mesti sekarang ni aku macho.</blockquote>
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<i>Kalau</i>lah aku rajin workout tahun lepas, mesti biceps aku dah jadi pujaan.</blockquote>
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<i>Kalau</i>lah aku boleh tarik balik apa aku cakap, mesti malaikat tak catit yang aku dapat dosa.</blockquote>
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Kalaulah aku selalu ingat Tuhan masa hidup dulu, mesti aku tak duduk dalam neraka. - yang ni paling ultimate. No turning back dah.</blockquote>
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Babah rasa kamu faham kot maksud babah, sebab kamu kan bijak. Mana tak nya, babah pun tak boleh bayang otak kamu macam mana bila dah campur otak babah dengan mama kamu jadi satu.<br />
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Okey, salam sayang buat kamu yang belum wujud.<br />
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-35304973961650077302014-05-31T21:33:00.000+08:002014-05-31T21:33:01.751+08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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“<a class="sqq" href="http://thinkexist.com/quotation/no_one_ever_committed_suicide_while_reading_a/195677.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">No one ever committed suicide while reading a good book, but many have tried while trying to write one</span></a>” - Robert Byrne</blockquote>
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Its true. but i would like to add "...trying to write and <i>publish</i> one".<br />
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-9534862224334027472014-05-28T20:30:00.000+08:002014-05-28T20:30:00.900+08:00Rokok<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
"Kuliyyah tibb" jerit aku pada teksi. Dia angguk setuju. Pintu istaad dikunci; akibat arahan kerajaan yang minta universiti ditutup seminggu untuk beri laluan kepada pilihanraya, tapi kelas aku tetap berjalan macam biasa. Maka 5 genih terpaksa dikorbankan untuk teksi.<br />
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Aku duduk. Teksi bergerak.<br />
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"Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah" sebut pemandu teksi tadi perlahan-lahan.<br />
<br />
"Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah"<br />
<br />
"Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah"<br />
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"Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah" aku pun terikut sama dalam hati.<br />
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"Bagus dia ni. Mana lah aku nak jumpa orang macam ni dekat Malaysia nanti" Bisik hati aku.<br />
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"Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah"<br />
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"Astagfirullah" di keluarkan sesuatu dari poket.<br />
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Rokok dinyalakan, asap rokok murah entah jenama apa mula menusuk hidung aku. Dia tarik dalam-dalam dan hembus perlahan-lahan.<br />
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Istighfar pun berhenti.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-11602272750221141492014-05-26T19:00:00.001+08:002014-05-26T19:06:16.710+08:00For the happiness of your wife<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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In the mist of their presidential election, this photo made me smile. A guy with french moustache wearing a helmet and holding a huge spanner with a caption above saying 'for the happiness of your wife' or 'to make your wife happy' (mind my arabic) is something that amazes me. Im not sure if we have an ad like this in Malaysia, we ought to spray 'ubat kuat lelaki' under the bridge or at the bus stop, but this, is amazing.<br />
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Sildin, or Sildenafil, you can choose either 100mg or 50mg. Its basically - viagra.<br />
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Malaysians, we have that same urge to use it im sure, but because we are all wrapped up in the taboo effect of it, we tend to utilize 'ubat herba untuk lelaki' or 'kopi kuat' masking it with 'tongkat ali dan ginseng'. If you actually research what they put in all that, you'll be suprised to find Sildenafil in all of them, without the precautions and specific dose.<br />
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So, erm. Thats all. The moral of the story, everytime you want to take a medicine, even its 'herbal', please consult a pharmacist or doctor near you. Thank you.<br />
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*Orang balik mesir asyik jual pil baraka je, aku rasa ada potensi aku jadi dealer sildenafil pulak.<br />
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-70880773744401843102014-04-04T06:39:00.001+08:002014-04-04T06:50:24.503+08:00will<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
will you bear,<br />
all the eyes,<br />
staring upon you,<br />
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like stars and the air,<br />
some of them flickers,<br />
while some are shadows to you,<br />
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will you be?<br />
someone you always hope to,<br />
or be the person that society had molded for you,<br />
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will you be?<br />
that person you really want to,<br />
as the figure you dreamt of have no value.<br />
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will you?<br />
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-45800803350572171242014-03-29T10:16:00.000+08:002014-03-29T10:16:04.519+08:00pencinta<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Duhai pencinta dunia,<br />
indah bukan?<br />
pandangan mempersona,<br />
bahagia bukan?<br />
angin menyapa,<br />
jiwa bergetar, mahu melonjak ke sana,<br />
seketika atau selamanya.<br />
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Duhai pencinta dunia,<br />
berdosakah kita?<br />
jika kita mencintai detik indah,<br />
butir pasir yang mencorakkan madah,<br />
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berdosakah kita?<br />
duhai pencinta dunia?<br />
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pasti indah jika kutemui pencipta dunia.<br />
jujur memuji, indah dunia-Nya.<br />
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-67251695297910883552013-08-29T18:39:00.001+08:002013-08-29T18:39:23.449+08:00Post Retro #1: A story of a heart, snail and a carrot twin<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Posted on 15 March 2009, old blog.</div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">disclaimer: this is not a scientific article nor a medical note, it is merely the writers imagination when he looked at his notes while studying during a major sleepy phase. so he tries to scribble anything that could go out about this particular subject;</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">the story starts when a snail named alb (not the real name) discovers that he has a special gift, he could bend his body parts and do some incredible acrobatic stunts!</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">he realises his ability since he was 23 days old!</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">but as he goes older, his body shape became fixed,</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">first was his head and bottom,</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">they called him 'cephalic head!cephalic head!'</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">so days passed, alb became lonely, but as days goes by, he accidently developed many other depressions on his body, and because he doesent have any friends, his body parts was his only friends, so he named them all, the upper part which is nearest to his head was named trunchus arteriosus, next was bulbus cordis, then primitive ventricle and his twin, atrium and lastly sinus venosus.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">as alb became happy with his imaginary friends, he started to do many incredible acrobatic stunts, he first start to make a u-shape with his body, then a s-shape, and by time, he was stuck because as he grows older, his shape became fixed!</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">alb was not happy because his friends was stuck with him too, so he wished that his friends will develop into a new life form so that he could play together again.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">first was sinus venosus which transformed into an octopus!</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">he develops three important tentacles which alb named them with vitelline vein, umbilical vein and common cardinal vein. unfortunately because of his appetite for liver that he likes to eat with his right horn, his right became larger than the left.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">then was the twins which develop into a carrot!</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">as they grew older, they became obsessed with body accessories, first they wore a pair of earrings named ventral and dorsal, then they decided to wear a chocolate tiara!(septum premium) which eventually closes his forhead (foramen premium) when it melted. so they decided to wear another one, a crest shaped tiara (septum secundum).</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">seeing his twin atrium trying to be beautiful, ventricle became envious. so he put up some muscle to make sure he looks tough to pump all the chicks blood, so his muscular part grew larger, upwards while his membranous part become smooth, as he know girls like a guy with a smooth heart but rough on the surface (musculi pectinati, papilary muscle)</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">and so alb became intact with bulbus cordis and truncus arteriosus which put on a pair of paddings on their leg and wore a spiral bulbar ridges. then attach itself with the ventricle (aorta and pulmunary trunk)</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">well, i ran out of stupid ideas at the end..hehehe</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">overall, this was an analogy of how our heart develops when we were three weeks old after gestation. hope it somehow provide some help for those with the exams!</span></span></div>
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-71122870244627522272013-08-05T15:01:00.000+08:002013-08-05T15:01:10.868+08:00Habis.kalau Ramadhan ni macam study break,<br />
aku rasa aku lah budak yang study last minute tu.<br />
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Kalau Syawal ni permulaan exam yang akan berlangsung selama 11 bulan,<br />
aku tak tahu lah aku boleh cemerlang tak exam kali ni.<br />
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Study break dah nak habis ni, aku rasa cara aku study tak tersusun, tak ada stratergi, tak efektif.<br />
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Habislah aku exam kali ni. Habis.kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-36595686382552290852013-06-17T06:50:00.001+08:002013-06-17T06:50:55.761+08:00Father<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
One day, if my son ever asked me,<br />
"Father, will I be able to fly high? up above the sky?"<br />
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My answer is yes, son. Yes you can. Everything under the sky is for you to venture. You can definitely fly, but sometimes looking at things closely is better than viewing it from afar up high in the sky. You can fly, but you must also first crawl, walk, run, and swim with the people around you, and when the time comes for you to spread your wings, I ask you to remember one thing; life is not about living alone. Thus, you can try to drag people around you and carry them flying with you, but you'll end up flying low and slow. Teach them how to fly instead, so that you can fly with them,<br />
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high up above the sky.<br />
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One day, if my daughter ever asked me,<br />
"Father, will I be able to have all the sweets in the world?"<br />
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My answer is yes sweetie. Because you're already the sweetest thing in the whole wide world. Sweetness is something you will always look for when your days are gloomy, it is something precious, something rare, for your heart to feel, and Im sure people around you will find it hard to find it too. Thus my daughter, be that sweet little girl you always are, and share that sweetness with the people around you. Something good in abundance will always make you sick, but just that right amount will make you happy and cheerful, strong and beautiful,<br />
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just like your mother.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-90083108003631594202013-04-03T04:44:00.000+08:002013-04-03T05:00:03.635+08:00statik<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Dan aku celik mata,<br />
saat mentari datang menyapa,<br />
namun urat tunjang terasa berat,<br />
kaki mengigil lemah, tangan bagai terikat,<br />
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dan minda pun berkata;<br />
"mungkin hari ni, aku kekal begini saja, statik"<br />
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-"hah pandailah statik ke spastik ke, dah malas pergi kelas tu, mengaku je lah!"<br />
tengking kheyr pada khusyeir dalam ruang minda jasad yang sama.<br />
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Dissociative identity disorder.<br />
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-"Aku nak pergi masak shawerma instant-lah, lapar" kata khuir penuh semangat. Jasad pun bangkit dan melompat riang ke dapur.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-36178981106403228672013-03-21T04:08:00.001+08:002013-03-21T04:08:30.432+08:00Amazing<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
You want to know how amazing a human body is?<br />
it is when you cut yourself bleeding,<br />
your blood cells sacrificed themselves to close the wound,<br />
and your skin cells starts to multiply,<br />
making new copies of themselves to cover up the gap.<br />
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You want to know how amazing a human body is?<br />
it is when one of your cells start to rebel,<br />
forming a cancer revolution,<br />
your defense army will start to attack them,<br />
and everything goes back to the way it was.<br />
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You want to know how amazing a human body is?<br />
it is when everything fails,<br />
your body never stop fighting to make everything good again,<br />
even when the odds are not in our favor.<br />
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Thats how amazing the human body is.<br />
But we are not,<br />
we are not amazing, our body is, yes they are.<br />
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Us, human?<br />
We are just a living soul living in the perfect creation of God.<br />
Allah. </div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-85138293916122496382013-03-17T05:35:00.000+08:002013-03-17T05:35:19.469+08:00saat nanti<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Saat kamu pergi nanti,<br />
moga sempat aku riba kepalamu,<br />
belai rambutmu,<br />
tatap wajahmu,<br />
cium dahimu,<br />
dan katakan yang aku sayang kamu,<br />
hingga kita ditemukan kembali berehat di pohon-pohon istanamu di syurga.<br />
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Dari saat ini, hingga saat nanti,<br />
aku berjanji akan menjadi anak mu yang berbakti,<br />
menceriakan detik hidupmu,<br />
mencerahkan bilik penantianmu,<br />
berusaha memudahkan lintasan titianmu.<br />
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Sungguh, tiada yang lebih berbakti pada roh dan jasadku,<br />
selain kamu berdua.<br />
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Buat yang telah pergi, kita doakan semoga ditempatkan bersama orang-orang soleh dan dikasihi Allah. Satu peringatan untuk aku; hargai ibu ayah yang masih lagi hidup bersama kita.<br />
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Buat sahabat-sahabat, kuatkan jiwa.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-71591654711935445202013-02-17T03:03:00.000+08:002013-02-17T03:04:20.130+08:00Nafas<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Setiap nafas yang aku ambil,<br />
aku berhutang.<br />
Beribu ikatan yang aku tak mampu bayar semula<br />
walau aku menghamba beribu abad.<br />
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Aliran teknologi organ, detik pam darah, reaksi kimia pelbagai struktur.<br />
Mana mungkin aku balas.<br />
Mana mungkin.<br />
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-17385333091142994422013-02-13T05:25:00.006+08:002013-03-28T19:20:21.868+08:00walk<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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"I'm Takuri from a place called Kano, a Muslim place on the other side of Africa. Fifty years ago my grandfather and his people passed through many countries on their walk to Mecca. By time they reached here, they had run out of food and money so they settled, hoping to make money to cross to Arabia, by Allah's command one day we will," the man laughed.</blockquote>
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-quoted from the Black Mamba Boy</div>
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Fascinating isn't it? how far we've come today, yet we're still far behind.</div>
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Thank you for giving me this amazing book :)</div>
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kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-89359823997526972362013-02-12T05:14:00.001+08:002013-02-12T05:14:42.021+08:00Cermin mata<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Matamu cermin jasad;<br />
Tarian matamu cermin rasa hatimu.<br />
Buka tutup matamu cermin semangatmu.<br />
Tafsiran matamu, cermin mindamu.<br />
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Selamat datang ke ophthalmology. </div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-21498632587917860742013-02-09T22:23:00.001+08:002013-02-09T22:23:19.412+08:00Rutin<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Dan aku kembali ke dunia rutin,<br />
dimana aku mampu berdilusi hidup dalam produktiviti.<br />
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walau aku lebih gemar hidup dihimpit jadual,<br />
berbanding bernafas tanpa had tiada arah.<br />
namun bila melangkah aku mula mual,<br />
hingga perlu merangkak penuh resah.<br />
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destinasi makin hampir,<br />
namun semangat aku belum juga hadir.<br />
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mungkin esok.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-47064327356801928012013-02-01T21:03:00.000+08:002013-02-01T21:03:48.879+08:00salji hitam<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Angin mula bertiup luar dari biasa, merangkak perlahan masuk di celah-celah tingkap sambil memanggil manggil dengan suara halus. Bunyi angin bertukar kasar diselangi bunyi batu-batu ais kecil turun melantun di luar balkoni diselangi titis air sejuk yang turun ditarik angin timur.<br />
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Aku berjalan meniti batu-batu kecil mengelak takungan air hujan yang membentuk anak-anak nil, aku berjalan dengan penuh hati bagai melalui titian mustakim namun terjelepok kaki bermandikan lumpur salji hitam.<br />
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Ketika itu, hadir pemuda bersama kereta putihnya membuka pintu menjemput masuk. Untuk aku, itulah paling dekat dengan wira berbaju besi berkuda putih. Abdul Rahman; kebaikan seindah namanya.<br />
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Masih wujud kemanusiaan di dunia.</div>
kzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11617352190686297988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3622781180699345147.post-86402025723077487282013-01-25T23:58:00.000+08:002013-01-25T23:58:18.093+08:00Pengat labu<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Pengat labu merupakan satu ekstasi buat lidah aku. Entah mengapa sejak mula digelar dewasa aku punya tempat khas dalam hatiku buat makanan-makanan yang digelar, erm, tradisional? hah, ubi keledek rebus bersama kelapa parut juga dalam senarai teratas.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Tapi mungkin juga kerana, bila diri mula berfikir, tempat khas dalam hati aku itu bukannya datang dari enaknya rasa, namun ia datang dari si pembuatnya; mak.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Dua hari lepas, aku nampak sesuatu yang warnanya seperti labu semasa di pasar, aku terus sambar tanpa fikir betul atau tidak ia adalah labu. Kerana labu bukan makanan ruji yang kita biasakan untuk makan di sini. </span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Pulang. Aku rebuskan dalam periuk. Aku google translate perkataan pada label harga untuk pastikan ia benar-benar labu bukan hanya keturunannya. Ya! betul tak salah! apa lagi, terus kembali ke ensiklopedia maya mencari resipi. Santan dicurah. Gula melaka di baling. Aku tambah itu ini ikut suka asalkan punya rasa yang sama seperti mak punya.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Panas berasap, rasa sudah hampir. Aku cedok ke dalam mangkuk dan aku suapkan ke dalam mulut aku yang memanggil, lidah aku teriak keriangan walau melecur. Apa lagi, ambil gambar dan terus hantar pada mak, tak kisah di tanah air sudah lewat malam. Hah, waktu begini aku bersyukur pada teknologi.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">“Mak! pengat labu in the house!”</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">“Ermm, sedapnya! abang yang buat?”</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">“Mestilah mak, tengoklah anak siapa. tapi tak ada sagu lah mak, tak best”</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">“Tak apa, asalkan sedap. Sedap tak?”</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">“Mestilah sedap mak, tapi mana boleh lawan mak punya”</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Aku terbayang bibir mak mengukir senyuman.</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Naman pada malam tu, aku menyesal aku tak beritahu mak sesuatu. Kalau boleh undur semula pada saat itu, aku akan katakan;</span></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">“Abang buat pengat ni, sebab abang rindu mak”</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Aku berjalan ke arah jalan besar menuju destinasi sebenar. Cukup sudah bermimpi di lorong kecil. Cukup.</span></span></span></div>
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