statik

Dan aku celik mata,
saat mentari datang menyapa,
namun urat tunjang terasa berat,
kaki mengigil lemah, tangan bagai terikat,

dan minda pun berkata;
"mungkin hari ni, aku kekal begini saja, statik"

-"hah pandailah statik ke spastik ke, dah malas pergi kelas tu, mengaku je lah!"
tengking kheyr pada khusyeir dalam ruang minda jasad yang sama.

Dissociative identity disorder.

-"Aku nak pergi masak shawerma instant-lah, lapar" kata khuir penuh semangat. Jasad pun bangkit dan melompat riang ke dapur.

Amazing

You want to know how amazing a human body is?
it is when you cut yourself bleeding,
your blood cells sacrificed themselves to close the wound,
and your skin cells starts to multiply,
making new copies of themselves to cover up the gap.

You want to know how amazing a human body is?
it is when one of your cells start to rebel,
forming a cancer revolution,
your defense army will start to attack them,
and everything goes back to the way it was.

You want to know how amazing a human body is?
it is when everything fails,
your body never stop fighting to make everything good again,
even when the odds are not in our favor.

Thats how amazing the human body is.
But we are not,
we are not amazing, our body is, yes they are.

Us, human?
We are just a living soul living in the perfect creation of God.
Allah. 

saat nanti

Saat kamu pergi nanti,
moga sempat aku riba kepalamu,
belai rambutmu,
tatap wajahmu,
cium dahimu,
dan katakan yang aku sayang kamu,
hingga kita ditemukan kembali berehat di pohon-pohon istanamu di syurga.

Dari saat ini, hingga saat nanti,
aku berjanji akan menjadi anak mu yang berbakti,
menceriakan detik hidupmu,
mencerahkan bilik penantianmu,
berusaha memudahkan lintasan titianmu.

Sungguh, tiada yang lebih berbakti pada roh dan jasadku,
selain kamu berdua.

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Buat yang telah pergi, kita doakan semoga ditempatkan bersama orang-orang soleh dan dikasihi Allah. Satu peringatan untuk aku; hargai ibu ayah yang masih lagi hidup bersama kita.

Buat sahabat-sahabat, kuatkan jiwa.

Nafas

Setiap nafas yang aku ambil,
aku berhutang.
Beribu ikatan yang aku tak mampu bayar semula
walau aku menghamba beribu abad.

Aliran teknologi organ, detik pam darah, reaksi kimia pelbagai struktur.
Mana mungkin aku balas.
Mana mungkin.

walk

"I'm Takuri from a place called Kano, a Muslim place on the other side of Africa. Fifty years ago my grandfather and his people passed through many countries on their walk to Mecca. By time they reached here, they had run out of food and money so they settled, hoping to make money to cross to Arabia, by Allah's command one day we will," the man laughed.

-quoted from the Black Mamba Boy

Fascinating isn't it? how far we've come today, yet we're still far behind.

Thank you for giving me this amazing book :)

Cermin mata

Matamu cermin jasad;
Tarian matamu cermin rasa hatimu.
Buka tutup matamu cermin semangatmu.
Tafsiran matamu, cermin mindamu.

Selamat datang ke ophthalmology.